My Loneliness

MY CAT EATS MY SKETCH!!

this is when we tell the teacher and they think we fake it as we didnt do the homework.

Cunning but cute.

Awhist a journey back home..

a moment of calm peaceful night.

the air was still and motionless.

the stars were playing hide-go-seek.

it was dark. it was quiet.

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Every night after completing my work in school, i would walk to my bus stop.

However, instead of taking bus 65 which is at Peace Center i went to take bus 61 at Bras Basah.

I walked passed NAFA and turn to a lane which i would normally take. It is a long route but i just feel like walking. Every tiny veins on my feets tells a story.

And this night i will tell my story..

.

I admitted that i am lonely.

I feel all empty and motionless.

Everyday i eat, i drink, i work, i shop, i walk, i talk, i sit..

alone.

Alone in my own world.

I wish to call someone, a friend, a person..

but i didnt.

I feel that i need to ask in order to have.

But maybe not.

i shall not ask anymore.

i shall push myself to walk alone, sit alone, eat alone, talk alone.

I have God.

He listens to me. He makes me happy.

He didnt abandon me.

He didnt leave me alone.

.

How i wish he was here.

How much i believe it maybe, Syahid it would not be.

It would never be.

He would never be.

I need someone.

And i pray for he is God's love for me.

I walked

and walked

and walked

and walked

and walked..

You wouldnt understand me.