I hate MEN

I left with a month before ARMY will be calling for me and it's time for dear me to join the force and protect the nation. Oh God! How weird can this get? Really. Am I ready for this? To be a MAN? Believe it. It's time for little me to grow up into a MAN! From a boy which i would still prefers to be call to a MAN? strange. Can someone slap me?! (Not for Peanut) That man had been slapping me ever since. Argh! I'll get you soon NUT! Once i have gain some muscle mass since i'm fat as the tree bark. Singing to 'Requiem of a Dream' is really challenging me upscale and pumped my blood faster. Fuck. Emo-ing again in all the bus journeys. The more i hear it, the more i am angry. Frust! Sadness and anger. I need some spaces and peace. Please bring me to some quiet places, hear the sound of the waves, a place to not think. Peanut did that with me. I just dont feel like thinking. I need a rest. All the problems. Argh! Can i have some love please? please. please. God please. Help me. Today, i had walked alot from Orchard Central to Suntec City with Peanut. My legs are dying and so are his. He makes me laugh. It was funny that he had no other choices. Getting his things are not easy. In you read this Sya, you should be honoured and love that 2 men are walking around in the search of the perfect gift. Your boy is sweet =)

In the bus upon meeting Peanut, i thought to myself how painful this life has been. Like the more you walk you won't feel it too soon, till it continues then you will feel the pain. Just like life. Everyday.. day by day, i am happy and cheery but day by day, can i really take it? NO.

I love to walk. I walk my life thru. The hardship and pain i bear. I dont need people as they dont walk like i do. People tends to complain, when i don't. Think before you say.

I love my friends but some had taken things for granted. Please appreciate before you lose them all.

For he whom i used to love, you are just nothing but useless to me. I hate men.