The Beginning

Finally after most of my busy-ness school schedule, at this very moment, 02:49AM, my first blog of the century! ok.. not really! i used to have one before my wife went into a COMA =(
Sad as it is, i'm still getting use to the new laptop that my brother's girlfriend bought for me! Everything seems different as the people in my MSN are unknown to me!! LOL!! That's so silly of me for not realising the HUGE number of friends and chatsters i have. Well, now i'm quite ok and also feels so bad to delete a large majority of people in the list as its either they seems strange to me to remember who or where i knew them or just plain random people that just added me to increase their circle of friends. Well.. i dont think they would create history in my life so "what the heck?" A click away from the delete and "YESH!" I've just created history =)
hmm.. lately, i have been listening to this.. hmm.. so i say 'emo' but no. Its just an emotional piece =) "MOON by Lena Park" a korean song that i have been wanting to hear for 2 years already!! I remember the song well as there is a part in the song that had a powerful vocal pull! lol! I repeated the whole track continuously and each time its being played, i felt the cupid arrow working within me. Ok right.. being emo-ish now! OMG~!

By the way, yesh.. i could'nt download the song however He was willing to help me and i felt so grateful =) With appreciation, i bought him a triple chocolate brownie that i personally love. Though todae was such a crazy, pissing, long and winding dae.. He brought smile to my face and since as always melted my red cramberry-heart. Our rooms were just beside another and i was sewing my toile for my pants. He was unpicking His G2000 shirt just to see and construct a new garment for His assessment. The wae He acted was so funny and His drawings were so cute! =) However, i'm just thinking to much =( How can He sees me with those innocent eyes? I am and will only be seen as just a person who He know in school.. my heart sunk till its very last pit. My eyes are too heavy to carry His tears and my body weaken to time.

I just wants to love you =(