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Monday, May 19, 2008

Monday Blues

I remember everything of you last Saturday like it was only yesterdae. I waited for you for almost a quarter hour to eleven in the early morning at Aljunied station just to show you the way to office, but sad enough you were not there on time and asked me to go off first and you will just take a cab there. You asked me to wake you up and i believe you went back to sleep thereafter. Then whats the FUCKING point of you wanting me to bring you to office if you can just take a cab?! Ok. Thats fine. After my rehearsal end, I meet Him downstair and took a bus to town, but i realised how sleepy He was. He fell alseep beside me. The journey of the bus for somewhat long but I wish it was longer. We part our way when we reached town as He was meeting His girlfriend. =(

Well todae was a gloomy dae. It was the Monday blues. Rehearsal was quite taxing and lectured from Uncle Johnny. Well, its the same comments like before.

I went City Hall to meet Joel and Khim. And todae is Joel's birthday too. "Happy 20th Birthdae!"
Khim and I walked around, looking at the clothes that she fancies from British India while Joel is late again =) Finally, we meet XN and left for prata again for birthdae supper.

Its a sad week. I don't feel happy nor myself. I feel fake in my heart. It hurts.
I got to see Him but I feel numbed and stabbed.

I was chatting with Sya, Peanut and Jeff online. Something happened to Jeff and Kosom. They fought over a small matter, however lets time takes place ok? =)


During the convo,




SYA says:
since when do u camwhore?



i'm all portable..I AM SHADOW says:
wen u come into my life....




Thats so swweet of Peanut. Somehow I feel sad and emotional unstable but I am so happy for Sya.. She found someone so sweet and loving. They looked so lovely together. Simple and sweet.


Like all the thing Peanut make for her. I still remember the paper flower and fixing her earpiece. Thats just very (speechless). They even have this scrapbook of pictures like an album which they made. Its just a beautiful sight =) but it make me hurts.




They make me cry.


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