I would Poison Myself

I lived in agony and secrets that runs in my veins and with this empty heart that beats silently, there He lives. I opens my little eyes from these dreams every dawn thinking of He who destroyed my dying heart and when dusk break, I would cry in my little space till I fall alseep again. He hurts my feelings. He crushes my heart entirely. Thus, with all that He have done He still lives in my heart. Being left alone when I am around Him, gave me a sense of guilt that He hates me. Perhaps, I am just a bitch who they don't give two shit about. Although I am alwaes with myself by the dark space, there He is again with that smile and face which soften my tiny breaking heart. I am just living in a dead and depressing world that sadden my soul, bringing only my faith that I pray to live this life thru and my endless love of my mother who I dear most till the end of time. Soon after, fallen from God's Secret Garden a handful of blessings were given to me to keep and they are written as 'Friendship' in my book of life. They lives within my heart surrounding and healing my wound and gave me sweet love life. They are my gems, my crystals, fairies and angels which I say my 'Thanks' and give my only love to.

Yet again, He still lives in my heart..