Oh gosh! I thot I was going to be late but I'm not. In fact I was early. No one was there except that bastard and Elvin. I was quiet and in my own world still but I can't help it. I felt sadness and it hurts everytime I see Him.
Today I switched off my phone. Just wanting to be alone. I'm sorry XN that you could not reached me. I was alone everytime I'm there. I thot I would not but no I was wrong. Even Elvin is not with me. He was busy with Him and a BITCH that work in John Little. Although you are little miss sunshine but FUCK YOU!! You irritated me. I seriously think she likes Him and WTF?! Perhaps I was jealous but FUCK YOU!! "He have a Girl friend" WAIT!! FUCK HIM TOO!! "You are the same too Winston!" I thot you have a Girl friend but BOTH you and her looks so close. I WILL FUCKING HATE YOU IF YOU WOULD GO WITH HER!? I guessed you are not who I think you are! THAT BITCH WAS LIKE TOUCHING, FEEDING AND HITTING HIM!! ARSEHOLE!!
Well Elvin I thot I have you but I think I'm wrong. Thank you but I feel like you are not even there. You are alwaes with Him and that BITCH. Sorry again. I just got to say this. You tell me you are helping me but all I need is just someone to talk to. I gave up on Him and FUCK Him!! I think being or not that He and I are friends does not make any different. He is the same like other guys that I know. It really hurts alot. I felt like stepping up on the heavy road and get knock down but I think Its just stupid. "YOU have a Girl friend please lah! Why are you sticking to that BITCH?! Trying to ask me go Sentosa on Saturday so He would go.. FUCK YOU!!
I don't seem to find anything funny today. I looked dead and I was all by myself today. Elvin was with Him and that BITCH. The rest went Carrefour. I just bought a cup noodles and eat by myself backstage. No one was there. I went to Esplanade, seated at a corner alone thinking and thinking. It was really cold.
Winson why didn't you work with me? I REALISED THAT I SHOULD NOT EVEN TELL NORA TO HELP ME FIND A SLOT FOR WINSTON!! if this didn't happened, evrything would still be the same.
Surprisingly, He talked to me. He told me that He might be repeating His module and we will be in the same batch. OH DEAR..! Why? I thot you would go but you still here with me. He smiles and asked me whether I want to eat Gelare but I didn't have to mood. However, at night we did went but crowded so instead we have cup noodles again at Esplanade. I'm gonna drop hair I tell you! And ya.. The BITCH was there too. She sat beside Him and fed Him cup corn and after He changed His seat and sat infront of me. (AHHH!! I don't feel good. So much of anger, I still find Him sweet) He waited for me when I was walking at the back but FUCK!! I was forced to drop that idea.
You know what Winston?
WHATEVER!!
I hope whatever you do, does not concern me!
(Sigh! *cries*)
PS: BITCH! FUCK OFF YOU IRRITATING ASREHOLE!! SLUT! Mother Fucker!
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