Seconds to 2009

Ushering to TWENTY-Oh-NINE.

Good morning January 1st!

At time we need to sit down for a couple of minutes reflecting on yourself.

Just being alone to think.

I realised. I had not done much for this year.

However, i did learnt quite alot.

I'd understand. I'd seen.

I would say that Oh-Eight has been a year that i've grown to accept certain things the way they are.

The meaning. The answers. The reasons.

I've grown closer to a few friends

and will distanced myself to some.

I'm sorry. I'm not important.

Priority.

You changed.

Some in NS.

Some are attached.

Some had forgotten.

Whatever is it,

I promise i will still smile.

All the aspects of life, i've seen thru.

Hardship. Friendship. Relationship.

I will leave it thru my memories.

Academically, i will work extra hard.

I want something in life. This life.

I shall not care about anyone anymore.

I'm not appreciated.

Emotionally, its like a rollercoater ride.

Playing over & over again and soon i'll stop.

Though struggles with myself are still relatively common

My heart.

Questions are still left unanswered.

Time?

It will never pause for us.

Once it left, you can never get it back.

It drives me us!

Time management is crucial.

I wish to travel like others who are fortunate to be around the globe.

Thus, i couldn't.

This have to wait i guess.

Come to think about it,

another year has just passed by like that.

Like everyone would says,

everything seems fast but going thru the journey takes time.

To be remembered or forgotten it thru,

the past had made me.

The PAST had made me.

2008.. i am still dreaming.

Nonetheless, it had been an experience.

Alone.

Am still alone.

Will still be alone.

Don't touch me.

My Oh-Nine Resolution?

I will do my best for my collections.

I will make my mum proud.

I will learn to love.

I will learn to accept.

I will learn to be quiet.

I will go NS with no regret.

I will be put a smile.

Where The Treasury

With who Khim

[ Khim, thank you for being with me this new year.

We shall be Jie-mei for long.

Whatever happen, i will be there with you till death.

I feel so fortunate to have you in my life journey.

i love you. ]

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[ Winson, thank you for all these years of friendship.
The fun till sadness.
The advice. The support.
I am blessed to have you as my Bro.
I love you. ]


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[Quincy, thank you ever so much for all the scoldings,
the screamings & the endless supports.
The loves. The answers. The reasons.
The only one who are always there despite the situation.
No matter how difficult, you always came for me.
You make my day.
I am so blessed to have you.
I love you. ]



Good bye
2008.