How fast time flies without a pause in between.
About a year ago i touches the number TWO with a ZERO followed after.. and now?
The FIRST is here, reminding me that i have grown. I have mature in thinking.
Like many would say, 21st is the year that you will earn your key to freedom.
Yet i would say.. i had it way before. Although freedom may be good but i feel the lack of love.
I feel that i am wandering alone. I may have many friends, well known by many for my loud and personality but do you really truely know be well enough to understand me?
How true are your intension?
How true are your feeling?
How appreciated am i to you?
Presents are just to say.. i remember you.
Hugs are to indicate.. i love you as a friend.
If i tell you why am i always this crazy?
would you understand?
At time i did something that may be abit to outrage as i wishes for something in return.
We are human. We wishes for something back in return too.
I love to hug others randomly, hold them tight, say.. the 3 words "I LOVE YOU"
these are for a reason that i wishes you well.
Once a friend of mine, Chermaine said She love me too.. i just teared down. It was a nicest thing to hear from someone else to me.
To receive hugs are better than getting gold.
Will i get it everyday?
21st. is it a big deal?
well i think it is.. but maybe its just a number.
This year will keeps me busy which i feel its good.
To keep my mind away from everything i emo about.
I'm proud to be part of SMU project. My first experience seeing my garment on the runway.
Getting to know more new faces.
And with the busy schedule that my school had done to fool all of us.
The projects after projects. Thus after i will be graduating.
And NS will call me.. Its time for me to serve the country.
I hope i will be remembered. Not for my loudness and nonsense.. but my smile to you.
"Happy 21st Birthday in Advance, Syahid!"
"You have brought memories to my life."
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