Ian Liang - His Memories

Resemble of Winston

I saw him by accident and he had changed alot. He is now serving his NS. He looks different. I saw some of his photos and realised how time passed unknowingly. I did still remember the cupcake I gave him upon knowing that he was sick. Just to cheer his day up since we were working. I won't denied that did had a crush on him, but I slapped myself emphasizing "Syahid dont bother. No one would like you" Yes. I agreed with myself. At time I just feeling like sewing my lips together and blind myself with bleach. I dont find the need for me to see all these melancholy journey. He was traumatised by me I guessed however Ian is far much better than Winston. I just dont get it. I don't hate Ian and he was sweet to message me a new year wish from HK. Unlike someone. There is this photo of Ian I saw that resemble of Winston so much that I cried without thinking. I hate this. God why..

He is always this sweet.

I wish you well.

God Bless.