After 14 Days of Missing Him

Finally, Quincy is back from 14 days of BMT at Tekong yesterday. Seriously, he is a changed person not mentally but physically. He is so dark like a dark chocolate man with SK-II feet treatments. (Laughs)

I miss you.

He made me Cry

I cried again.
Reuben makes me cry again.
Upon that, I made this.
An illustration of Himself.

Quincy, I really miss you.
Miss you so much.
Everyday is so quiet.
So speechless, not a breath of spring or autumn.
Very lonely.

*Walk away*

*FAINT*

AAaaaahhhhh~~ Eddeee!

Noisy Formula One

I CUT MY HAIR!!

'Buka' with Winson at Marina Square where we got some glimpse of the F1 racers. Believe me it is super LOUD and noisy! Damn it.

The place is packed with conjunctions and crowds. Bright lights.
Empty roads. Polices and etc.

It feels like RIOTS and dooms day. Noisy.

aargh!

Some vids I took..

We had desserts after that.

Mine. Grass Jelly with Sea coconut.

His. White Fungus with Papaya.

The Little Chats

Today.
What is Today?
Could it be this moment or perhaps it is just awhile ago?

Today.
I sew the door curtain since there isn't any in the bazaar that my mum had in mind.
I sew for 4 hours in school.
I meet Christie & Chrissie at 5pm at Orchard station.
Alone. Waiting.
They were late, reached at 5.30pm.
I was popping to 'Nathan Hartono - Life is Good' on my Ipod while glancing at my surrounding, walking, rushing.. expression.
They gotten some things in Kinokuniya,
'Buka' at EsTeler 77 since Sakura is fully reserved.
I had the 'EsTeler (Mix Fruit) after sometime of not having to have it.
Walked awhile then they went home. Econs Paper.
I went back school, meet Joel for supper.
I met Winston as well. Strange feeling still.
Emo.

Thought of ...

Syahirah & Peanut.

Sweet as Caramel

Something are meant to be quiet.

As quiet as tears that rolled down my cheeks.

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Quincy & Zai

Cute as Pies

Sometime away is a remedy to miss.

As missed as these tears would appear.

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I cut my finger while sewing.

Blood flows indecisively.

I feel pain.

Part of my Fabric Manipulation.

My tanned mark.

Just like love.

It stained but it will leave eventually.

Wasalam Wr. Wb.

Rest in Peace

In Loving Memory

of

Reuben Ken En Rui

9 July 1984 - 23 November 2007

Rest in the hand of God.

You are such an Impiration.

(Cries)

Where is the Sea?

Oh mon amour, mon âme-soeur
Je compte les jours je compte les heures
Je voudrais te dessiner dans un désert
Le désert de mon coeur

Oh mon amour, ton grain de voix
fait mon bonheur à chaque pas
Lasse-moi te dessiner dans un désert
le désert de mon coeur

Dans la nuit parfois, le nez à la fenêtre
Je t'attends et je sombre
dans un désert, dans mon désert, voilà

Oh mon amour, mon coeur est lourd
Je compte les heures je compte les jours
je voudrais te dessiner dans un désert
le désert de mon coeur

Oh mon amour, je passe mon tour
J'ai déserté les alentours
Je te quitte, voilà c'est tout

Dans la nuit parfois, le nez à la fenêtre
j'attendais et je sombre
jetez au vent mes tristes cendres, voilà

Tanned & Dark

Yes! The weekends were a blast except the later part of Sunday. Last Saturday, as you know in my pervious entry I went to SENTOSA! My relaxation mode is switch on and i LOVE tanning under the scrotching sun! HAHA~ Yes yes.. Ms Tay Xin Ning kindly stated that i'm looking malay currently (Slit eyes)

Sunday was a long long day to end. I needed to submit my 2000 words critical review online by Monday 22 Sept before 6pm. XN & I did the report till this cold morning can?! Sleepppyy.. Yawnz! Xn wrote about 1800+ and I wrote 2039 la! Shitty feeling.. wanna puke.

By the way, tomorrow (Tuesday) I WILL BE HEADING DOWN TO SENTOSA AGAIN!!! (Evil Laughs)

Reason? BAKING MY SKIN OF COURSE! ... and KAYAKING!!!!!!!!!!!! woohoo~!

OKAY.. I'm going for a jog now (Smile)

`Syah loves Him`

PS: Why are you so silly? Don't drink too much can? Having hangover.. I'll give you a hug k =)

He Blacked With Me

Peace Out!

Out in the SUN!

Beaching @ Siloso

Woohoo~!! Finally I am beaching and baking under Mr Sun! Saturday, in Sentosa, very windy and hot at the same time.. cooling! Although the sand is super hot like charcoal but I still got to play ball! (Laughs) Soccer and part-of-Volleyball. First part, had lunch (not the Muslim), gotten our tickets and zoom! WE ARE IN BEACH POINT STATION!! Siloso as usual (Nicer beach la..) Wow~ Hot stuffs having a volleyball competition. Hott! Many! Okay~ whatever!

What am I doing? Gotten our volleyball pumped, scout for a nice spot, set the mat (Me!) and TANNING in progress! We met Shusel just beside our spot! What a coincidence?

Play and more. Tan. Swim. Oh.. Sya was bored. (So sorry twinny) Jeff, Peanut & I were throwing wet damped sand at each other, clinging, hand-stand and etc. Seaweeds are so disgusting can?! Wilson was reading his comic while Sya was lying down beside a coconut tree. Peanut, you should have drag Sya in?! (Laughs)

In the evening, Kosom, Fazel & Yana came. The dudes get changed and OMG! Super long queue la! Hott! Naked guys around! (Grins) There was this guy, nice bods and yes.. I saw everything. He was naked la.. daring but okay enough with that. (Censored) Lalala..!

'Buka' at Delifrance near Siloso, with beautiful view from our tables.

I had 'Turkey Ham & Brie Melo'D with free flow of drink la! Cool~

Dinner guys!

Irritating Peanut did this with his light-stick but COOL la!

After dinner, we went for the dragon trail thru the forest of Sentosa. Scary yet niceeee..

Dragon's bones and great experiences adventure! Weee~ (Euphoric)

The girls were panicking and worried. Why worry? Holy month.. NO GHOST!

However, we survived! Reached Imbiah point in the end of the trail. (Laughs)

Ice-cream at Ben & Jerry then.. weeeeeee~

$26.60 altogether.

Double Belgian Waffle & Double Brownie Special

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Relaxed? Or Stressed?

On Wednesday, last week Sya, Peanut & I went Sentosa to distress. Peanut tak PUASE!!

He eats this Japanese Pancakes with PEANUTS.. EEEWWw..

Peacock!

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To Peanut

[ Dont think too much. You are not having all those disorders. Just our inner emotions which wish to be release from inside. So dont bother much. Just talk to someone or voice out. There's always Sya with you. Talk to her. Just dont "simpan" too much or you might burst or berserk. (Laughs) I had the same feeling as you too but I'm okay. We have feelings that build to who we are now. Its either its good or bad. You decide. ]