Blue-ness

Blue-ness
Olympic 2008

Moodless

Moodless

Friday, October 31, 2008

My Loneliness


MY CAT EATS MY SKETCH!!
this is when we tell the teacher and they think we fake it as we didnt do the homework.


Cunning but cute.




Awhist a journey back home..

a moment of calm peaceful night.
the air was still and motionless.
the stars were playing hide-go-seek.
it was dark. it was quiet.
.
Every night after completing my work in school, i would walk to my bus stop.
However, instead of taking bus 65 which is at Peace Center i went to take bus 61 at Bras Basah.
I walked passed NAFA and turn to a lane which i would normally take. It is a long route but i just feel like walking. Every tiny veins on my feets tells a story.
And this night i will tell my story..
.

I admitted that i am lonely.
I feel all empty and motionless.
Everyday i eat, i drink, i work, i shop, i walk, i talk, i sit..
alone.
Alone in my own world.
I wish to call someone, a friend, a person..
but i didnt.
I feel that i need to ask in order to have.
But maybe not.
i shall not ask anymore.
i shall push myself to walk alone, sit alone, eat alone, talk alone.
I have God.
He listens to me. He makes me happy.
He didnt abandon me.
He didnt leave me alone.
.
How i wish he was here.
How much i believe it maybe, Syahid it would not be.
It would never be.
He would never be.
I need someone.
And i pray for he is God's love for me.
I walked

and walked

and walked



and walked



and walked..
You wouldnt understand me.

Friday, October 24, 2008

DAY 5 Internship

Sayang gave me since DAY 1 but i havent eat it yet.
My Organic Vegetables Brown Rice
Ms Koh drafting.




The top I sew..





Wednesday, October 22, 2008

DAY 4 Internship

Ms Koh elaborating about the garment (My future mother-in-law, Sayang's Mum) In orange T, the factory ppl. In hoody, Our QC agent and thats Ben.
QC Agent with Yvonne!
After work..

My toile




In the Toilet..













I love the PANTRY!

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

His name is...




What Eddee Means



You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.



You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.

You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.

People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

My name is...




What Syahid Means



You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.



You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.



You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic “Type A” personality.



You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.



You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.



You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.

You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.

People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.