Adrian's Cutest Thing

My cutest lecturer, Adrian Huang's coin purse.

So cute~

Btw he TREATS me drink!!! =) =)

HEHE..

Sadly, he just got married last month.

All good men are gone.

Sigh!

Requiem for a dream

Requiem.
A mass celebrated for the dead.
A song or hymm sang to celebrate the dead.
Quiet. Rest, Peace.

Dream.
A vision voluntarily indulged in while awake; daydream; reverie
Sleep. To fantasize.

Requiem for a dream.
A mass or song to celebrate for the dead as real as it seem of a dream.
Its as peaceful as to dream. To rest. To close one's eyes.

An illusion to dream.

Birthday-cum-CNY with Them

Dinner @ SakaeSushi,

Wheellock

My Belated Birthday with KHIM

We bought lots of stuffs!

I bought a pair of GEEKY spects costing $12.90 and a black fitting shirt from POA at $39

omg.. I'M ADDICTED TO SHOPPING!

I made this for KHIM on the day itself while having sushi.

She needs a necklaces for new year then most outlet sells quite a pricey tag.

its simple, unique, bronzy the new look.

Total amt was only $10.30

Reasonable and personal =)

All picked by KHIM herself, i just did the fixing and designing.

Birthday-cum-Reunion Lunch

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Mr Curry by Waraku,

Central Mall Clarke Quay

My Beef Curry

Zai's Mango Smoothie

My Blueberry Lassie

Quincy's Happy Soda!

Zai had Fried Chicken curry and so did Quincy.

His pathetic cake..

CNY @ Quincy's Place,

Yishun

Quincy made these tarts.. scary BIG ball of PINEAPPLE..

What the HELL?!

I went to meet XN and her Cousin..

the NS boy cute hor.. lol!

Then meet Quincy & Zai for movie

"INKHEART"

very nice movie.

I like.

After which we went to CHINATOWN, drove by Elvin Q.

Thank you =)

"The rest I'll keep inside."

Happy birthday to me!

I hope.

I promise to be happy.
I promise to be happy.
I promise to be happy.
I promise to be happy.
I promise to be happy.
I promise to be happy.
I promise to be happy.
I promise to be happy.
I promise to be happy.
I promise to be happy.
I promise to be happy.
I promise to be happy.
I promise to be happy.
I promise to be happy.
I promise to be happy.
I promise to be happy.

I will close my eyes for him.

HAPPY "NIU [Cow]" YEAR

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

TO ALL MY FRIENDS & FAMILIES!

Xin Nian Guai Le!

Gong Xi Fai Chai!

"NIAN NIAN YOU YU!"

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Lets pray for all the fishes!

Far East Geeky Spect, Zara's Polo Top, British India's Shorts & Muji's Slip-on Shoes!

At Aunt Julie's House

PISTACHIOS!! hehe~

My aunt, Lingling-jie, my bro & Kak Nur

"Weeee~!"

Let me speak

Firstly,
i wish to thank every single one of you who wishes me this 21st birthday.
I appreciate it really.
All the small little gifts are kindly adored.

Winson: Thank you bro for surprising me at that

early morning just to wish me,

with the T-shirt & keychain as well.

I love them.

Edwin: Thank you for COMING to see me and appreciate

the T-shirt as well.

The unexpected little surprise-plans that drives me to speechless.

Xinning: Thank you for giving me a moment of confusion that shocked me,

the planning of the chalet & BBQ.

The simple little time that you have for me.

Khim: Thank you for the Saturday. The shopping,

dinner, chillings and laughters.

And to all the others who were there to celebrate this day of freedom.

Thank you once more.

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Secondly,

i wish to say a few or perhaps quite a far fetch of moments which i been thinking.

This may sound bad but i wish to express my thoughts and what i feel. I am greatful to God, my mum and to all who have been there for me all these years. Really am!

However, perhaps i might think too much or quite of a bitch to say this. I love what i received and yes! its all about the thoughts, but if its about the thoughts? Am i wrong to say these few sentences about me being a friend? What i want to say is - i really hope to receive what i had give. Let me elaborate more.

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I am always the one who planned something interesting to friends who i love. Something like having a picnic, etc.. something different, unique. I always gave the best out of the best like the most expensive cakes although i might be penniless. Although it might be small but i love to give what i think he/she deserves to have. Sometime i wish to bake the cake personally. I'm not asking alot for this.. i just thought wouldnt it be nice if it would be something different for me? Giving something good to show how appreciate i am to them. Thus sadly i dont feel the love or am i really that appreciated by them? Last year i received a cake from an under the block bakery shop and i just wondered.. am i this simple? I'm really sorry but the cake tasted really bad.. BUT i am greatful for the effort.

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It would be better if it was home-made, if its bad at least i know the sweetness in you. I am really sorry if this may sound fuck-up or "cheebye face" of me but pleaseee.. save your money if its just for .." its his birthday, lets just get any cake.." I know how expensive cakes can be priced or perhaps its all about the thoughts.. but if the thoughts are really a sincere thoughts, get a better choice. To me, a birthday cake should be an artpiece/gourmet that you love the most by whoever that bought it. If not.. dont get it. It should be appreciated and consuming it will enhance the atmosphere.

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I had gave what i always love, even my cakes are search for perfection.

Whatever it is, i am still grateful to those who did all this with or without thinking.

The chalet was good, the food was fine, the atmosphere was simple.

I like it =)

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And thank you for coming down for me. With just only 17 ppl, i am happy for their presence.

All i want is your time. Your time for me. I dont need any chalet, food, all the gifts, cakes or just by chipping in.. i want your presence. For those who did chipped in without turning up, I am very disappointed in you.. really am. This shows how much i am to you. Is it so hard to just give me your little time?! really? Is it? If you ask me, am i happy? I would honestly said "i'm sorry, i am utterly devastated."

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Taking away all.. chalet, gifts, food, cakes.. with nothing. I WOULD BE DELIGHTED IF IT IS JUST YOURSELF. If i can give myself to find a time to do something for you.. cant you?

ok.. whatever la.

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Its over. 22 jan had passed. Soon enough i'll be 22. This time dont bother do anything. I'll just buy my cake and eat myself.

Anyway.. Thank you Winson for the first to see me. Xinning for planning the surprise. Edwin for appearing once again, Quincy for being there always, Khim for appreciating me

To Ben, Linda, Mallory, Nelly, Steph, Sheena, some random guy, Steven, Zai and Jolene for your precious moments =)

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I shall go sleep now and forget whatever it is.

It's my fault for being creative.

I'm missing you

I know I shouldn’t be this way
But a part of me wouldn’t stay
I found it hard to keep away
Coz these memories wouldn’t fade
When will I know
How much I did
Coz I know I’m hurtin’ you
I never meant to make you cry
It’s the last thing I wanna do

I’m missin’ you
I feel that I’m wanderin’ alone
Here on my own again
Wanting you
With every step that I take
I’ll make my way to you

You never thought I’ll say to you
All the things you’ve always want me to
I never seem to get things right
But I’ll make it up to you


Some things are better left unsaid
And sometimes I can’t explain at all
I don’t know how to make amends
Or was I ever wrong before

(Chorus)

No matter where you are
I’ll have a part of you..

TWENTY-ONE, I miss the past

"Happy Birthday to Me."

"Happy Birthday to Me."

"Happy Birthday to Me."

"Happy Birthday to Me."

Soon.. Twenty-ONE will speaks

Yes.. its about to happen soon enough.
How fast time flies without a pause in between.
About a year ago i touches the number TWO with a ZERO followed after.. and now?
The FIRST is here, reminding me that i have grown. I have mature in thinking.

Like many would say, 21st is the year that you will earn your key to freedom.
Yet i would say.. i had it way before. Although freedom may be good but i feel the lack of love.
I feel that i am wandering alone. I may have many friends, well known by many for my loud and personality but do you really truely know be well enough to understand me?

How true are your intension?
How true are your feeling?
How appreciated am i to you?

Presents are just to say.. i remember you.
Hugs are to indicate.. i love you as a friend.

If i tell you why am i always this crazy?
would you understand?
At time i did something that may be abit to outrage as i wishes for something in return.
We are human. We wishes for something back in return too.

I love to hug others randomly, hold them tight, say.. the 3 words "I LOVE YOU"
these are for a reason that i wishes you well.

Once a friend of mine, Chermaine said She love me too.. i just teared down. It was a nicest thing to hear from someone else to me.
To receive hugs are better than getting gold.

Will i get it everyday?

21st. is it a big deal?
well i think it is.. but maybe its just a number.
This year will keeps me busy which i feel its good.
To keep my mind away from everything i emo about.

I'm proud to be part of SMU project. My first experience seeing my garment on the runway.
Getting to know more new faces.
And with the busy schedule that my school had done to fool all of us.
The projects after projects. Thus after i will be graduating.
And NS will call me.. Its time for me to serve the country.
I hope i will be remembered. Not for my loudness and nonsense.. but my smile to you.

"Happy 21st Birthday in Advance, Syahid!"

"You have brought memories to my life."

Fashion is Dead, The Clothes are Alive!

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